Before it explodes...

I realise that I'm darn lame. As you can see -.- But Lydia was involved in this as well! HAHA

Let’s stop the madness before it explode
We gotta let it go
Before it explodes…

I’m freezing.
It’s darn cold in the office and it’s Friday again.
I think the weather‘s getting into me, making me so emotional and I’ve been thinking a lot since morning.
All of a sudden, I feel so independent.
I’m back to doing things on my own, depending on myself and answering for any actions that I’m gg to do or have already done.
I’m already 21 and I believe that I’ve gone through quite a fair bit in life.
I’m excited yet scared for what the future has installed for me.
I wanna make it in life, who doesn’t?
I wanna be happy.
I wanna be loved.
I wanna be remembered when I pass on.
Honestly, I’m staring blankly at the computer screen.
I have lots to say but my mind’s in a blank and I don’t know why.

Attachy is ending in less than five weeks time and I’m counting down.
I’m looking forward to the things I wanna accomplish when I graduate but at the same time, I know it’s not gonna be easy.
Alright, enough of all these emo stuff.
Mum’s gonna renovate my house again and this time, a major one.
I felt really bad as I was kinda grumpy when the contractor and mummy asked what I would want for my room. I was like, “ANYTHING LA.”.
But come to think of it, I think I should paint it hot pink.
I want a super woolalala mirror for me to make up every day.
I shall be on a look-out for one.
My closet is in a horrendous mess with mountain-piled clothes.
I’m ashamed of that as a girl but HAHAHA, as long as my future husband doesn’t tick me off for that.
I don’t know what kind of mother and wife I’ll be.

Recently, I feeeeeeel damn sick at night.
I’ll wake up at two in the morning having really terrible tummy problem and my tummy will be growling nonstop.
I think it’s the medication that I’ve been taking as well as the skipping of meals.
But, agree with me, at times food’s just a major turn off.
I need something to perk me up and make me eat like ALENE again.

Alrighty! Goodbye Friends.